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CARIBOO ASHES, new collection finally out in the world!

Wish me luck as I ‘seek publication.’ The fun part. From my query letter: Cariboo Ashes is a poetry collection that explores the tension between rugged geographies and the fragile landscapes within. My poems delve into belonging and resilience, weaving the lyricism of natural imagery with the sharp edges of contemporary life.

These poems uncover fierce truths about place, identity, and survival—whether in the wilds of British Columbia, the gritty streets of Los Angeles, or the vulnerable spaces of the human heart. Divided into five thematic sections—Foxlight, Veiled Histories, Within the Solace of Spectres, Embers of Us, and Alone, Together—this book offers a journey that is both visceral and reflective. While grounded in specific geographies, Cariboo Ashes resonates universally, interrogating how landscapes shape us and how we root ourselves in a transient world.

WRITING THE GLIDE
 

Ferocious as I am elegant
I did not ask for this
protracted neck, pale plumage,
 
penchant for the pond.
I may appear to be gliding
but my palmate feet paddle.
 
Neither did I ask to be a versifier,
foolishly speaking
in the voice of a swan.
 
We did not ask for this fate.
Who in their right mind would,
the gift of life bestowed without consent.
 
Born with words in my mouth, placed
by an unseen hand, an omnipresence
whether I believe in divinity or not.
 
What does it matter, my faith?
I can identify with a hissy waterfowl
or the Virgin Mary’s quiet grace.
 
Blame it on nature.
Biology. Perhaps a tribal resonance:
murmurs of Yeats, Baudelaire and Burns.
 
Words surge forth in a torrent,
language coursing through my veins,
an eternal song I never chose to sing.

NEW IS NOT OVER

Image: KAth Boake W

Songbirds are visiting! Chickadees, towhees mostly. I must work to shoo the neighbourhood’s felines away. I disinfect the feeders once a week to keep rainforest mould at bay.

I’ve been reflecting on how different life has become in this new year. While the pandemic continues its inexorable spread, causing dread, fatigue and grief, other aspects have improved and I am far less isolated. I used to love a somber individual; judgemental, overbearing, withholding and embarrassed by my exuberance. “Okay, settle down.” No wonder it didn’t work out and, never again. “Exuberance is beauty.” -William Blake. I’m determined to spend my precious time with those who accept my flaws and idiosyncrasies and encourage my enthusiasm, expression.

 

JANUARY 1, 2021

 

She’d feared beginnings were over,

that she was caught in a maelstrom,

huffing beneath a perpetual

same-old, same-old,

that the annus horribilis

truly was eternal,

lockdown a revolving door reality show,

Morpheus at the helm

of each interminable day.

Hope gone. Stolen,

along with human desire,

physical contact. Libido

in stasis. Half-life.

Half-over.

 

Yet here she is

at the dawn of a new year,

dancing, as if at a party,

new beau-spurred,

new beau a gift

sharing turquoise and flowers,

new beau bedded,

awakened from her slumber,

transformed by a kiss.

In the morning light

dark chocolate in coffee

makes for a mocha.

New twist for the new year.

 

Things happen,

including the unexpected,

even within this odd limbo.

Life forces cannot be halted,

neither by virus nor firestorm.

And to her surprise

she finds that she is free.

Free to muse, free to expand,

free to chance it all,

free to say anything,

anything at all.

He wants to hear it all.

Hallelujah!

New is not over.