Get out. I have to get out! If it isn’t here, I can’t come back. No one will ever know. They’ll think the arsonists did it. War zone after all. I’ll set a fire under his ass. For the last time! The riots, catalyst to freedom. What a great cover. She’d take the car. Then he can’t come after me. The videotapes. The Polaroids. Fiona retrieved them from his hiding spot along with the Rolex and a fistful of gold coins. She returned upstairs to find Caleb asleep, listened to his breathing as she tugged the wallet out of his jeans, removed all the bills. She’d need to hit a bank machine right away, before he had a chance to call Visa and shut down her account. It would be all the money she’d have to live on for a while. At least the tank was full, enough fuel to get her well out of the city. She loaded the car with clothes, toiletries, camera, photos, guitar, amplifier, a few books and Virgin Marys. She grabbed her microphone and one of his precious Neumanns, planning to pawn it when the time came. She couldn’t find Evinrude, calling softly, frantically as she packed. Finally, she heard a piteous mewl emanating from beneath the far corner of the couch. She managed to coax him out and put him in his cat carrier.
“He likes his cage. It makes him feel secure. Like me?” Gawd. I’m talking to myself. “And if Caleb wakes up, I’ll kill him!”
Fiona tiptoed back to the bedroom to check once more, watched her husband’s chest rising and falling. Asshole. Sleeps through earthquakes, and Hole, after all.
She put Evinrude’s carrier in the car and returned to the basement. So, if those thugs had come along and set the place on fire, how would things appear? They’re using Molotov cocktails, judging by the news. Fiona wondered if they were breaking into the buildings or torching them from the outside. The news choppers hadn’t gotten close enough to reveal those kinds of details. Both, probably. Keep moving. Fiona found kerosene, walked through the studio to the front of the building, poked her head out, relieved to find the street deserted.
“Do it. Do it. Do it.”
She constructed a pyre of newspapers, wood chip mulch and dried lawn clippings. Fire by design. Fire by Fiona. She hesitated, stared down at her shaking hands. This place is killing me! She looked around. Dumped the kerosene. It glugged out, splooshing all over her shoes, intoxicating fumes overwhelming her lungs. She pulled out a box of REDBIRD Strike Anywhere Wooden Matches. Anywhere? 250 Wooden Matches Caution: Handle With Care. Fiona struck a match, held the match, an eternity passing. Ouch! She lit another, breathing in the pungent fetor of dead wood and sulfur.
“Dead meat. I’ll be dead meat.” Not anymore. Fiona dropped the match, heard the gasp of its conflagration taking in oxygen.
*WHOMPF*
Wow. All that bushwhacking with the old man finally pays off. A pulsating pillar of flame roared up, pausing as though to pose, flaunt its terrible splendor before heaving itself against the building. Fire # 2,508.
“Oh my God!”
Fiona loped to the car, jumped in, booted it. Adios motherfucker! Do not look back. Can’t! Gotta keep an eye out for gangstas. Into the fire, horizon crimson. Like a war movie. The future. My future. There. On fire!
It was past curfew, and though the studio was only a block from the 101 Freeway, Fiona realized it might be closed. Maybe I can get on it somehow. She raced down. Continue reading