{"id":7815,"date":"2021-09-07T16:41:19","date_gmt":"2021-09-07T16:41:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/?p=7815"},"modified":"2021-09-08T19:08:02","modified_gmt":"2021-09-08T19:08:02","slug":"if-i-shall-have-descendants","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/?p=7815","title":{"rendered":"IF I SHALL HAVE DESCENDANTS"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg\"><img data-attachment-id=\"7816\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/?attachment_id=7816\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg?fit=1500%2C2001\" data-orig-size=\"1500,2001\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;Gabor Gasztonyi&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg?fit=225%2C300\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg?fit=604%2C805\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-7816 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg?resize=225%2C300\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg?resize=225%2C300 225w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg?resize=768%2C1024 768w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg?w=1500 1500w, https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/09\/42059413_10155497247397038_7660035345911644160_n.jpg?w=1208 1208w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The life force and the pandemic persist. We abide. Endure this volatile time of anti-vaxxer protests holding up hospitals and a fourth wave. I think of the future, my son, my one and only precious offspring and wonder what I&#8217;ve gotten him into. At 27 he is in no hurry to settle down and have children. Certainly I don&#8217;t blame him. I was so ambivalent about the decision that I didn&#8217;t give birth until the last possible minute. A good decision, it turns out. He will never be one of my regrets. I do suffer grandma envy though. Who knows. The future is unwritten. Apparently I must write about it. And as uncertain as it is, can only speculate.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>IF I SHALL HAVE DESCENDANTS<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Shall I presume my descendants<br \/>\nwill not know my name?<br \/>\nShall I presume<br \/>\nmy descendants will not care?<br \/>\nI care about my grandmother<br \/>\nthough I never knew her.<br \/>\nDo I know her mother\u2019s name?<br \/>\nThat could be a short bloodline.<\/p>\n<p>Our descendants are busily alive,<br \/>\nsome having served in Afghanistan<br \/>\nimmediately after breast stroking<br \/>\nthrough university, its Olympic sized pools.<\/p>\n<p>Several are currently detained in China,<br \/>\nsuspended within an excruciating wait<br \/>\nfor \u201cquiet diplomacy\u201d to kick in,<br \/>\nwhile others populate<br \/>\npandemic frontlines in hot spots<br \/>\nIndia, Brazil and the U.S.<\/p>\n<p>This is no time to cry.<br \/>\nThere is no time to collapse<br \/>\nthough we must seek stress relief<br \/>\nand quality sleep; eight hours<br \/>\nevery night. Seven minimum.<\/p>\n<p>We have birthed the same soldiers,<br \/>\npriests, evangelists, titans,<br \/>\npolice and politicians<br \/>\nevery other generation conceived.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps our influencers,<br \/>\nmedia personalities and content creators<br \/>\ncan save Mother Earth.<br \/>\nI suppose that qualifies as hope.<\/p>\n<p>Is she still referred to as Mother Earth?<br \/>\nThat\u2019s what this sweet old orb<br \/>\nis to me and my generation,<br \/>\nthe generation young folk<br \/>\nare relieved to see dying off,<br \/>\nfor they are more<br \/>\nthan mere descendants,<br \/>\nthey are redeemers.<\/p>\n<p>I hear the birth rate is slowing<br \/>\nin parts of the world.<br \/>\nPerhaps our descendants<br \/>\nare our mothers.<br \/>\nKnow best.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; The life force and the pandemic persist. We abide. Endure this volatile time of anti-vaxxer protests holding up hospitals and a fourth wave. I think of the future, my son, my one and only precious offspring and wonder what I&#8217;ve gotten him into. At 27 he is in no hurry to settle down and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4,12],"tags":[149,445,236],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7815"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7815"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7815\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7830,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7815\/revisions\/7830"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7815"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7815"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7815"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}