{"id":3938,"date":"2015-06-11T06:56:52","date_gmt":"2015-06-11T06:56:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/?p=3938"},"modified":"2015-06-18T19:23:40","modified_gmt":"2015-06-18T19:23:40","slug":"my-fiction-my-freedom-free-to-imagine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/?p=3938","title":{"rendered":"Free To Imagine"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n.jpg\"><img data-attachment-id=\"3947\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/?attachment_id=3947\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n.jpg?fit=960%2C540\" data-orig-size=\"960,540\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n\" data-image-description=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n.jpg?fit=300%2C168\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n.jpg?fit=604%2C340\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-3947\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n.jpg?resize=300%2C168\" alt=\"1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"168\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n.jpg?resize=300%2C168 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/06\/1662252_10152234975147038_8176003735527168448_n.jpg?w=960 960w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Writing is vexing, on so many levels. I don\u2019t understand all this post modern fuss over genre and grow weary of explaining that I did indeed imagine the story in <em>The Town Slut\u2019s Daughter<\/em>. Naturally it&#8217;s inspired by life experience. Write what you know. Right? Which is all I wrote, which is why it&#8217;s authentic. If what I wrote was published as memoir, or creative non-fiction-whatever the hell that is- I would have been crucified, because I made stuff up, yet people refuse to believe\u00a0 my novel isn&#8217;t memoir. I can say unequivocally that I am not Fiona and Fiona is not I.<\/p>\n<p>Our hunger for realism, hence the reality show phenomenon, and rise of the documentary fuel such expectations. Pressure. I say this because poet and writer <a href=\"http:\/\/https:\/\/crowgirl11.wordpress.com\/2015\/06\/08\/a-rare-marrow-review-of-prose-that-poses-questions-about-genre-trisha-culls-memoir-heather-haleys-novel\/\">Catherine Owen<\/a>, whom I admire greatly, <a href=\"http:\/\/crowgirl11.wordpress.com\/2015\/06\/08\/a-rare-marrow-review-of-prose-that-poses-questions-about-genre-trisha-culls-memoir-heather-haleys-novel\/\">reviewed<\/a> my book bemoaning in the main that I\u2019d chosen to write fiction. Despite confusion over genre I never doubted my instincts, knew I was framing narrative within a novel. Works for me. I understand her yearning for <em>just the facts<\/em> but my life is not all that interesting, in reality. As\u00a0Karl Ove Knausg\u00e5rd recently emphasized\u00a0 about his autobiographical novel,\u00a0 <em>My Struggle<\/em>,\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s fictional even if it\u2019s nonfictional. It\u2019s not as if I\u2019m trying to document anything. I\u2019m looking for something within that material.\u201d <em>Autobiographical novel<\/em> also seems a contradiction in terms and I know <em>truth<\/em> is relative. Let the critics and pundits postulate ad nauseum, I need to focus on process. If you want reality, read my blog. I&#8217;m getting good at making my life sound exciting.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps I am a coward, for I can wear it like a veil, but it is also liberating and I maintain there is more truth in fiction.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Writing is vexing, on so many levels. I don\u2019t understand all this post modern fuss over genre and grow weary of explaining that I did indeed imagine the story in The Town Slut\u2019s Daughter. Naturally it&#8217;s inspired by life experience. Write what you know. Right? Which is all I wrote, which is why it&#8217;s authentic. 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