{"id":360,"date":"2010-06-24T08:19:34","date_gmt":"2010-06-24T16:19:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/onelife\/?p=360"},"modified":"2010-06-24T08:19:34","modified_gmt":"2010-06-24T16:19:34","slug":"ive-been-workin-on-the-railroadon-a-new-poem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/?p=360","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;ve been workin&#8217; on the railroad&#8230;on a new poem&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Roots. Here it be, the latest work-in-progress. The &#8220;I, engineer&#8221; here full of bravado. It&#8217;s not *me* that&#8217;s for certain. This redhead is acutely aware that she controls nothing. Do you think the switch in POV works?<br \/>\n<strong><br \/>\nDawning Consciousness<\/strong><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\nShe wakes grimly febrile,<br \/>\ndesperately nostalgic<br \/>\nfor dawdling in ditches<br \/>\nof tadpoles,<br \/>\nwagering  glass<br \/>\nmarbles in snow lanes,<br \/>\nsewing mini skirts<br \/>\nfor her  Barbie,<br \/>\nmashed potatoes,<br \/>\nfried baloney,<br \/>\nthe gag reflex.<\/p>\n<p>She shuts  her eyes,<br \/>\nsnubbing the town\u2019s lens<br \/>\nzooming in on her  culpability,<br \/>\nincensed at the sun\u2019s insolence,<br \/>\nrising despite the  collisions,<br \/>\nthe most recent death toll.<\/p>\n<p>She groans, engulfed in tokens<br \/>\nof  admirers, embattled by, <!--more-->dreading<br \/>\nthe delirium of desire,<br \/>\none  resolutely phlegmatic<br \/>\nas the other effuses, plummets.<br \/>\nNo  incidental leaf<br \/>\nbut a loose lunatic rook<br \/>\nlit mate-old school canon<br \/>\nraining down  like a medicine ball.<br \/>\nMen ostensibly,<br \/>\non, off or side tracked<br \/>\ninterpersonals  interpenetrating,<br \/>\nfictions, demands, tousles<br \/>\ndelightfully  incessant.<\/p>\n<p>No accident this transport back<br \/>\nto forsaken tracks,<br \/>\nthe giant  drainpipe beneath.<br \/>\nI engineered it.<br \/>\nI, of humble origin<br \/>\nand  melancholy disposition<br \/>\nprovoke the atmosphere,<br \/>\nprovide the  stimulation,<br \/>\nchoose the destination,<br \/>\norchestrate the robberies.<\/p>\n<p>I, in the  clich\u00e9 of a crisp white shirt<br \/>\nand black hat<br \/>\ninflict pain, increase  pressure,<br \/>\ndraw hostility, reel in crisis<br \/>\ncommonly referred to<br \/>\nas  <em>authentic experience.<\/em><br \/>\nI dare to sprawl,<br \/>\ninvite expansion<br \/>\nas vital to my vitals<br \/>\nas  blood on needlework.<strong><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Roots. Here it be, the latest work-in-progress. The &#8220;I, engineer&#8221; here full of bravado. It&#8217;s not *me* that&#8217;s for certain. This redhead is acutely aware that she controls nothing. Do you think the switch in POV works? Dawning Consciousness She wakes grimly febrile, desperately nostalgic for dawdling in ditches of tadpoles, wagering glass marbles in [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[12],"tags":[149,152,236],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/360"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=360"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/360\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=360"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=360"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=360"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}