{"id":3112,"date":"2014-05-05T12:05:59","date_gmt":"2014-05-05T20:05:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/onelife\/?p=3112"},"modified":"2014-05-05T12:05:59","modified_gmt":"2014-05-05T20:05:59","slug":"bringing-home-our-inner-pseudo-commandos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/?p=3112","title":{"rendered":"Bringing home our inner pseudo commandos"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i2.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/onelife\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Commando.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-3113\" title=\"Commando\" src=\"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/heatherhaley.com\/onelife\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/05\/Commando-200x300.jpg?resize=200%2C300\" alt=\"\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Yes, I have lived many places, known many people. All I can do is write, if I&#8217;m lucky, as I struggle to understand human behaviour.\u00a0While still in mourning for the loss of one of the most loving and magnanimous individuals in my life, somewhat ironically, I am astonished at the capacity of others for spite, as if anger holds redemption. Well, if nothing else, I suppose it provides fuel, though far as I can tell, anger only propels one further and deeper down into a well of despair, paranoia and depression. I&#8217;ve resided in isolation. I know how it works, feel fortunate to have surfaced, partly due to the efforts of friends and family who never gave up on me.<\/p>\n<p><strong>PSEUDO COMMANDO<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Cave apartment.<br \/>\nLonesome injustice collector,<br \/>\nLame prospero<br \/>\nMaintains object relations<br \/>\nWith others based on envy.<br \/>\nRevenge-romance writer.<\/p>\n<p>Between mean street patrols<br \/>\nAnd bitch prowling, corrals<br \/>\nThe unwanted, hated, feared bits<br \/>\nOf himself, to reassemble,<br \/>\nForm of an enemy<br \/>\nDeserving of merciless rage.<\/p>\n<p>Welcome to the neighbourhood.<\/p>\n<div style=\"height: 1.4em; visibility: hidden;\">1<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yes, I have lived many places, known many people. All I can do is write, if I&#8217;m lucky, as I struggle to understand human behaviour.\u00a0While still in mourning for the loss of one of the most loving and magnanimous individuals in my life, somewhat ironically, I am astonished at the capacity of others for spite, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10,12],"tags":[149,233,236],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3112"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3112"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3112\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3112"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3112"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/heatherhaley.com\/hh2\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3112"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}